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Hay so- I'm bored.
So I have some Luke Headcanons because he doesn't get enough attention from the fandom!!!!!!
YAHHHHHH!!!!! ❀(*´▽`*)❀ (keep in mind this is based on my AU and personal delusions)
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1. Luke and Michael are close. Like Michael has blatant favoritism towards him compared to everyone else around them.
2. Luke doesn't really get romantic, like at all. He can't understand the brother's romantic affection towards MC when he hears them mention kissing and stuff. He thinks stuff like "Yuck, that's not sanitary". And it's not that he doesn't feel any romantic love, he just doesn't understand it. And if one day he does fall in love he won't be able to recognize it on his own.
3. Out of the brothers in public, he'd say Beelzebub is his favorite, but actually, it's Lucifer. He doesn't know why, and it embarrasses him a lot.
4. Luke doesn't have a mother like the rest of the Celestial children. He was made by God like Lucifer, it's why he's so special. Which would technically make them brothers, but no one but God knows that because he left Luke in Michael's care.
5. Luke is bad with children his age. He's so used to being around adults that he doesn't know how to be a child. His childishness comes from his young and being naive. And children his age don't tend to like him for some reason. (It's because he's too "grown up" to them)
6. He is very smart academically. It's part of the reason why he was allowed to go to RAD. Cuz it's basically a college.
7. He hates spicy food. He has zero spice tolerance.
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I might add on to this another day but that's all I have for now!!
#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me luke#obey me michael#i love my son guys#the fandom doesn't give him enough love!!#i NEED luke content#NOW#i wish i could remember more#but alas#i can't#i gotta take my meds
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Some of the fog clears
"Thank you for waiting for me," he whispers closely.
"of..f..course master. I love to serve". He nods as his dark eyes somehow pierce the sparkling lights. "I obey" He keeps nodding as he brings his face back down to mine. "I...submit."
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"Now I have to feed," he said with his hand firmly on my hand, as he bites my neck. My energy flows freely through him as I'm utterly spellbound.
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"Oh Master, let me take off my pants," I said as we lay back down on the bed.
"Of course slave. But, slowly. And looking into my eyes". For a moment, I felt as if I couldn't move, I was so turned on. But I had no choice, no will at all. I did as I was commanded, his eyes almost seem to growing bigger as mine got heavier.
#part 2 i guess#hypnosis#trance#hypnotized#obey your master#hypno slave#hypnotic#hypnokink#i was mesmerized#obey#master#i wish i could remember more
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Hey Steph! How are you? I want to thank you for all you do keeping the fandom alive and united. I feel a lot of us come here for some guidance, at least so we can connect with others that have the answers we are looking for. What you do here is invaluable. Thank you.
That's the reason why I would like to share this with you and all the fellow fans:
https://at.tumblr.com/thou-babbling-brook/sherlock-fandom-survey/hxi9dezxvekp
I hope you can see this correctly. It's a survey about fandoms, it will be useful in a study about the vocabulary that we use and our knowledge about this spaces. This time is BBC Sherlock. I think it's a great thing that we can all do, and another place where we can share our love for this fandom and what we built together.
In virtue of this, I would like some guidance. In one part of the survey there is a section about phrases or words that we use that are specific of our fandom, and I CAN'T remember any (except maybe TJLC and Johnlock). Do we use a specific language with each other that it's unique of us? Some other code words? I can't remember.
Anyway, thank you if you read this and I hope you have a great week! ❤️
Hey Lovely *HUGS*!
First off, thank you for your kind words! I am glad you enjoy your time here and I hope I continue to make it worthwhile!
As for the link, yes! I did see that survey; I reblogged it a couple nights ago, and I hope everyone takes a few to do it! I plan on it as soon as I get a free moment myself!
Oooof, yeah there's a few I can immediately think of:
TJLC / johnlock, as you said
smoll (that was started by the Sherlock fandom)
john's red pants / red pants Monday
tea and jam (and there was something about John being a kitten? can't remember this one)
purple shirt of sex
I feel like "pillow princess" started with us, but I'm probably wrong
dark fuck prince Sherlock / dfp Sherlock (essentially where Sherlock has this weird dark, sometimes cold and/or abusive characterization that I personally don't jive with, but to each their own)
"setlock" is what we call the filming period
I feel like the sun and moon thing was started by us as well? Dunno.
bisexual lighting (while I don't think we coined it main-stream, it became a little more popular after our fandom spent a LOT of time examining it)
tinhatting / tinfoil-hatting (again, same with this one)
a bit of a selfish one here, because I am pretty sure I coined this one: the mary problem. Another one not really beyond my own blog and the small circle that follows me, but I did see a bigger blog a long time ago use it AND credit me for it, so whee.
DON'T remember the EXACT phrasing, but it was something like "the fake baby is guns and money", where during the S3/S4 hiatus, speculation about the "baby" was that it wasn't real, and jokes devolved to "hahah the baby is Mary's secret stash of guns and money". It was silly and I loved it.
"something's fucky" came about after S4, and I don't know if it spawned from our fandom, but I'd NEVER seen it used before S4 shitposters used it.
Another I don't remember the exact phrasing, but "a camp gay and an angry bisexual dynamic"
phone = heart metaphor, the tea code, and food = sex metaphors
"the gay pilot"
I know I'm missing a PLETHORA of them... I've a terrible headache so my capacity for remembering things is very low right now, and I've been in this fandom for SO long, I've seen things come and go too often. If anyone wants to add to this list, please do!
#steph replies#sherlock fandom#fandom love#fandom history#fandom things#i love this fandom so much#i wish i could remember more#my head hurts too much
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Weirdest fucking thing from this morning...
I woke up with a pretty solid memory of what i was dreaming about, and the Distinct Understanding that what I was dreaming about was like..... The third episode of that particular dream??????????
I do not remember the first two, i only Barely remember what happened in this one (it was one of those dreams where i wasn't Present persay, the perspective character was a young woman with red hair, it had something to do with gods in a sort of Modern Fantasy setting ala percy jackson and horrible grotesque monsters) but i Know that whatever happened here was the Follow up to two previous dreams which just seems Wild to me...
My brain is keeping Secret Narratives from me and Frankly i don't Appreciate it >:T8
#monster noises#i Wish i could remember more#some of the monster designs were so coooooool#but i can't get a clear enough image of them
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I had a Mouthwashing dream but instead of a ship they were stranded on an outpost somewhere deep in space. The vibe was Pretty Bad.
#a lot of placating towards Jimmy#he'd just show up and we'd have to include him in the conversation but he was so grumpy so it was like walking on eggshells#i wish i could remember more#vile-wizard.txt
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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.
Bonus:
#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks#hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature#ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete#they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot
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still can’t believe they had the gall to complain I never talked to them about my problems when they literally yelled at me saying that I was selfish and entitled and nothing bad had ever happened to me so I didn’t even have a reason to be depressed and anxious
#and always talked about how love isn't real#and no relationships work out#and was shocked I didn't tell them about my partner#after they specifically told me not to talk about that person#because they felt guilty about something they said#I wish I could remember more#just so I could know if I was innocent or not
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Does anyone else remember the stage production of Batman Live from 2011?
I went to see it when it was in Glasgow, but due to The Horrors (medical shit), I can't remember most of it. I just remember it was a lot of fun watching what was essentially Cirque du Batman, complete with a Batmobile that moved over the stage like it was gliding on ice.
Also, Dick "Flying" Grayson's wires got tangled at one point, and he got stuck suspended upside down, so they had to pause everything to get him down, and in true Glaswegian fashion, without missing a beat, the guy sitting behind me and my friend went, "Fuck me, he really can fly."
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going through some old logs, and I need you to understand just how truly unhinged early 2010s RP omegle was.
genuinely you could stay on there for hours with just one person, hashing out complex traumatic backstories, drawn-out love confessions, detailed action scenes...collaboratively describing graphic violence, past abuse, comfort, hurt/comfort, hurt/no comfort, any number of sex acts...and then one of you would be like, "oh haha it's 2AM! I have to sleep :(" and the other person would say, "omg saaaame. :( gnight!!!" and then you'd exit the chat and never speak to each other again, and this was. fine.
you could just spend an entire evening shoving your wretched, bleeding soul into a chat log with someone you'd never meet or learn the name of, achieve some form of emotional catharsis, and then go about your day or night like this was an average way to spend your time.
I'm really normal about this, actually
#sbs rambles#omegle#it wasn't always serious ofc. there was a lot of lighthearded silliness#but I usually went in for the darker sadder stuff that built up to a happy ending#there's really a special form of intimacy when you and an internet stranger are each controlling a fictional character#and describing them doing things like bandaging each other's wounds#checking each other for bruises. asking them to talk about what they've been through. great stuff!#I hope there are still places where people do stuff like this. like I know there are forums and servers for this but that's not the same.#and I mean. I keep thinking ''there must be other places like this!'' but then I remember the goodbye message when omegle shut down#and...I dunno. the internet is different now#we don't live in that world anymore#anyway if you ever RP'd sherlock stuff on omegle you might have talked to me. :) we might have written something together#and despite it being superwholock-era fandom “cringe”#I'm proud of that#that was a really important part of my life#it was fun :) though I definitely had issues I wasn't willing to confront yet lmao#and I wish I had saved more of the logs :/#oh! I also liked the moments where you'd have to take a break#like you could be right in the middle of something intense and then the other person would be like#(brb I have to finish making dinner for my husband) and you'd say (sure!)#and then 20mins later you'd start up again where you left off
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A very lacy sort of outfit, still always trying to find a way to use this shirt in things lol
#cult party kei#jfashion#ootd#fashion#pastel#(as usual everything is thrifted - except for the shoes...#which I think are bodyline?? I've had them like 10+ years so I don't remember exactly lol)#by the shirt Imean the kind of very light bluey tealish sort of one. It's like..a pajama tank top or something#so I just never really have stuff to fit it with since my style is more layered#Though I sometimes wish to have a friend to dress up that's okay wearing just one layer or something to do some more simple outfits#on lol.. I think sometimes just a tank top + a skirt and a few accessories could be a certain type of interesting combination#depending on the aesthetic. But I always feel too barren if I'm not in like 14 shirts so#I can layer it over dresses sometimes at least#the blue teal just doesnt match a lot of other things that I have#self
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...buttefly!Chloe?
#omg the last one holy shit#my art#miraculous ladybug#md concept#kwami swap#chloe bourgeois#nooroo#butterfly!chloe#butterfly miraculous#cant remember if i have a name for her or not#man this could be such an interesting combination#like it would make sense with her motivation#(attention and if she knows about the wish then a family which loves her (yikes))#the execution#(irregular schedule and just normal people getting akumatized. not criminals)#also the resolution/redemption#(realization that she doesnt need to do this + finding friends and family among the heroes)#it could also lead into a bigger threat of ...idk i havent thought that far tbh#but yeah#and also just nooroo appearing more often and trying to help her#i keep putting her into corsets for some reason
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Small but significant character moments that I actually really adore are from both the times we see the boys as tots. There is a reoccurrence that happens in both of them that I find so incredibly interesting.
For the turtle tot short, Splinter leaves the boys with weapons. In the short, Raph is the one who suggests they do “what Lou Jitsu would do” and Leo is the one who takes point when Splinter comes back to reprimand them. Leo, in taking point, is the one to defend them and get Splinter off their tails.
And then, in the flashback regarding the Kuroi Yōroi helmet, Raph is the one who grabs and throws “Skully” as a way to replace their missing ball which breaks it into pieces, but Leo is the one who speaks for the group and rushes into action to fix the teapot.
I love this for multiple reasons, but the biggest are how it shows that Raph has always been inclined toward the bold and fun and making the plans to include his brothers in what he loves and believes they’d love, whereas Leo has always been inclined to be the “Face” of the group and shoulder the attention even if it’s potentially negative all while coming up with on the spot attempts to fix the situation.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt raph#rottmnt leo#rise Raph#rise leo#I really do love this bit of character writing a ton#again it’s so small but like this is consistent!#little Raph just wanted to have fun with his bros 😭#Leo immediately coming in with the save both times (and more - remember Bug Busters?)#I really love too how none of them pointed fingers like#it was Understood that Leo would speak for them#listen there’s a reason Leo is the Face Man and it’s NOT just because he’s got a pretty face#he can talk both himself and his fam out of situations and I wish we saw it even more because it’s amazing to witness#circling back to Raph his bold nature is something I ADORE about him but I don’t see it brought up a lot which makes me so sad#like this boy is a RAPHAEL he is bold!!#and it’s cute too how the other bros immediately go along with it too#imo the Raph in these tot flashback is the same Raph that glues them all together as a bonding exercise#side note but damn…Leo saves them from punishment in the tot short and immediately gets jumped 😔#but yeah man I think a Lot about the little dynamics between the bros and how those dynamics could have first came into being#Leo being the face of the team and having been it since childhood-#-makes all the moments of immediately choosing to sacrifice himself when HE royally messes up all the more notable#if it’s one bro or the whole group individually he’s more chill about it but often still lets himself be the talker to get them out of it#he will do his damndest to get his brothers and himself out of trouble but once they’re in it he’s in the front with a smile#his own safety be damned#Raph is actually the same in that respect - he’ll jump into danger fists first but all bets are off when a brother is in danger#and like how Leo’s been the face - as the eldest Raph has been the de facto leader of sorts#he’s the one who is shown to make up their games! and I think that’s very cute#anyway their clashing in the movie is so interesting for a lot of reasons but one of them is that it shows how-#-even a longstanding dynamic like Raph and Leo’s that’s WORKED for so long is still susceptible to flaws…and to time
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Do people also have that horrible random moment when your brain bullies you for not knowing enough about a topic you consider yourself passionate about ?
#I love love love when people are so passionate and excited about something#I love learning about new things#especially when they're related to stuff I enjoy !#but I also have a very poor memory and I feel bad when I cant remember as many things as them#I feel like I should know way more than I do but just cant#I wish I could be capable to show how passionate I am too like them#anyways </3#weurgh
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Is it off base and insane to say that text post I reblogged by carefulzombie that goes “I’m the best dog you’ll ever have, I can never be replicated” over the picture of jamie doctor who is basically the root explanation of and reason why 11 dresses in the suave cosplay version of 2’s clothes and tries by force to feel 2’s natural whimsy every day of his life and ultimately is fucked by it
#Of course what 11 is desperately romanticising and constantly wishing for us the entirety of 2’s life I feel#*is#Do you guys ever remember when you were a little bit younger and for whatever circumstantial reason a little freer and have no idea why it#oesnt feel like that anymore but you actually do but you wish more than fucking anything you could live and be like that again
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lifes fleetin do whteve yu want & die 2be a buttrfly aftrwrds
Ta p in to no blurry
#thank u to my gramaw friends who r transwomen in their early 30s-late 40s n took care of me i hold the memories i have of uall so dear#sorry draiwng transfem toshiro made me ee feel so remembering of the past#i've been painting a while so i didnt feel like colorin sorry#dungeon meshi fanart#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#toshiro nakamoto#nakamoto toshiro#hien#idk if i should tag falin since she has like. very small presence here#veen feling like daytime drinking#anyways i wish there was more acceptance towards falins and toshiros dynamic with eachother bc i think it could b sweet/fun#for me its moreso olatonci abd such .... 2 transexuals who r friends & like bugs & r quiet most of the time#i guess its just bc i grew up w transwomen alongside my life but truly there needs2 bmore asian transwomen in this worldr.....#we need mroe transexuals and bakla and bayot and beki and tibo and tbirds now more thwan ever#i am not a v creative ir imaginaitave perosb so i love all of the peeopler who ware making trans toshiro hcs#it is like bein given bountiful rain duriign a seasons drought .... as a flower is to a bee
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Childhood
#if you remember all of these you get a sticker#there was also this old flash game that I think was Japanese and its title translated to you are lucky#I could only find it once in a while so I don’t remember if I played it a lot but I wish I could have included it#those creatures were so stinking cute#I always fucked up the math mini game though because I can’t read it#another one I liked was this series of point and click games of a girl who lives with a bunch of ghosts? it was on gamershood.com#it doesn’t work anymore but I really liked playing it.and I really liked this point and click puzzle series that is a little obscure#I wanna draw that one next actually its so nostalgic#I’m surprised I don’t see more post talk abt eyezmaze games on here I feel like it’d be a hit#I drew a lot of inspiration from them and the funny creatures so they have a special place in my heart#i also wanted to draw elephant quest/elephant run.. actually the collection is on steam I wonder if I should get it and replay em#nostalgia#doodles#my art#myart
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